Sunday, April 24, 2016

April 18 - Photograph

Prompt was to use words from a specialty dictionary. I chose photography 


Strewn between
mountain and valley
these artifacts of who
we used to be
all of our sins
against the other
blown out for
a thousand miles
the evil we carved
upon wounded hearts
in the solar flare of
our self-destruction
while the dust bunnies
of what was good
still multiplied in
the days gone by
and now we find
our long since
empty glass
is thirsting anew
for this cocktail
we’ve made up of
two parts forgiveness
and two parts
re-imagination
and a dash of
amnesia
no doubt about it
there’s no halos
to be found among
the budding green
and vibrant blooms
of this new spring
while clipping the rot
of the dead and gone
grinding up the bones
of what used to be
to feed this fertile soil
spraying and praying
to water this garden
between whose furrows
we will dance
throughout the
long summer nights
to the tunes
of our poetry written
under the moonlight
radiant and resplendent
in the delight
of what has always
been between us

that which…just is

April 17 - Love You Forever

Prompt was to use a story that you read a child

Love You Forever
was a book I used 
to read
to my baby’s baby
this child that 
I was raising
because I’d broken
my own into pieces
‘tho I loved her
and never meant to
it was just 
another verse
another ugly chapter
in the eternal story
hurt peple
hurt people
broke her so bad
it’s been years 
since last we
tried to talk
to each other 
in brittle conversations 
that ran off the rails
in all the pain and despair
that I had fed her with
every bite of Gerber’s
every bottle of milk
and every single second
that I was absent
self-medicating my way
through all of the bars
booze, drugs and
comforting arms that
I could find to bandage
my own bloody wounds
until all that was left of us
were these broken hearts

I often hate that
I finally got better
because she didn't
and the guilt gnaws
holes the size of Texas
through my soul
each day
it makes me weep
for her for us 
for the we 
that never was
for the hopes of 
the we of someday
clinging to my life raft  
the thought that
for as long as 
we both shall breathe
there is hope…

I love her forever

I always will

April 16 - Hello

Hello…
2 syllables
weighted with
the memories
of the then
and all of the
wide space
that’s since
grown between
our used to be
and today
Hello…
across desert
and mountains
the span of time
wrapped round
me like a blanket
to ward off the
chill of the
winter of our
destruction
Hello…
I didn’t know
back then that
I was waiting for you
until you appeared
in my inbox to
the tune of
“you’ve got mail”
so perfect and
imperfect were we
born of ruin
before we’d ever
flown among the stars
Hello…
it’s good to
hear your voice
it’s been such
a long time
I hope that
you’re well
I’d really like
to see you
sometime soon
Hello…
spreading ribs
to find the
heartbeat
that still beats
to your name
that tears down
the caution tape
shushing the fear
of remembering
the breaking
Hello…
I’ve never forgotten
though I tried
the beauty of us
dancing outside
under the stars
long lay down hugs
talking for hours
our hopes and dreams
the fires we built
between our skins
Hello…
let’s just be free
in this moment
no fairytales
of expectations
no jagged rocks of
who did what
paving new roads
to all the adventures
yet to come
Hello….
Yes.

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

April 15 - It Takes Two

Prompt was to write including doubles


As bar room 
weddings go
it was quite the big deal
not to mention the
scandal of
lesbiandom in ‘75
two butch truck driving
dykes saying “I do”
in spite of the rules
femmes went with
butches and
butches with femmes
but they didn’t care
what people said
they’d roll
snake eyes for a
chance on love
so there they stood
under the disco ball
as the drag queens
came up the aisle
two by two
exotic species
that survived the floods
marching to
the Beatles
“Two of Us”
we came behind
strutting peacock pairs
with our slicked
back hair
proudly all aglow
in our powder blue
suits with starched
ruffled shirts
After the drinking
and dancing for hours
to the local Denny’s
we repair
a rainbow kaleidoscope
through the double
glass doors
for me it’s the regular
two eggs
scrambled hard
two bacons and
double toast
now coffee
a lingering finish
when out of the blue
queen drags me
up from my seat
time to go
time to take me home
at the register
I fumble to pay
two twenties in hand
when suddenly
with a push and a pull
I’m out the front door
deer in the headlights
we’re ditching the check
queen’s tearing down
the street with gown
hiked to her jewels
busting a heel
the other gone flying
her Texas high hair
wobbling to the side
now pointing left
she grabs hold
of her wig
running running running
until we collapse
lying in the park
choking for air
that will not come
as our laughter
blocks the way
happiness seeps into
bone and I know
it’s been a
grand wedding day
for a couple in love
as good as they
ever come
for the likes of us

Monday, April 18, 2016

April 13 - Crystal Ball

Be on the 
lookout
for coming
events
they cast
their
shadow
beforehand
said the
blind man
to the wall
whose
impenetrable
stare
was lost
upon him

April 14 - When I Used to Know

The steaming breath
of winter’s ghosts
swirl and pirouette
lithe dancers clad
in misty skirts of
lacey fog
that twirl and dip
spinning 

riptides of desire 
to see
just to see
if only for a moment
scattering 
schools
of old memories
startled
shiny silverfish
darting
this way
and that
desperate little
Polaroids
that fail to congeal
into the snapshots
of what
used to be
clutching the edge
of a face
the scrap of a name
what town was that
I used to know
these things
I used to
know…

Excuse me…
but do you
know
where I live
I'm certain I knew
a minute ago...

Sunday, April 17, 2016

April 12 - Colette

From the index of Secrets of the Flesh-A Life of Colette by Judy Thurman

Sexuality, of Colette, xv-xvi, 33
experimental style,368,369
sex, see homosexuality; incest; lesbianism; misogyny; pornography; prostitution; virginity; women; French
submission/domination pattern, 104-8
lesbian affairs, 125-8
film version, 559n.5
vagabond life, 184-5
insecurity as a writer, 301, 307, 326,
essay on marriage, 526n.3
erotic life without Colette, 470-I
pelvic inflammations,164